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Reconciliation is a marathon, not a sprint. For most couples, it takes at least two years to reconcile, often longer.

It seems that I sparked a bit of controversy with the above comment in a reply to a new member's questions about the one year mark. Since I wanted to avoid thread-jacking, I took it to General.

Ever since I joined, members have always written that it takes 2-5 years to reconcile a marriage after infidelity. In general, I've seen this estimate validated by too many members to recall.

There is a huge caveat to this, however, that I think bares mentioning.

It seems to me that by the start of the third year most betrayed spouses have reached the point at which they know whether or not reconciliation is still heading in the right direction. For those whose efforts are baring fruit, it may still take more time to get there, even years.

For those betrayed spouses, as their third year begins, who do not feel or think that reconciliation is going well, believing that it might take a few more years can be dangerously misleading.

I've often (way too often) read from betrayed spouses in R who've reached their limit during their third year. For any number of reasons, their WS is unwilling or unable to do the work. Some see the writing on the wall and act accordingly. Others, for a myriad of reasons, keep plodding along.

These stories of false reconciliation have often made me wonder if there's a reasonable caveat to make when telling new members about this 2-5 year estimation.

At what point does the window of opportunity close? In other words, how long does it take to reasonably assess a WS as a candidate for R?

I think it is when the bs realizes that they can’t live in agony another minute. I also think some ws realize their affair was an exit affair but guilt kept them from leaving. Tearing apart all that goes into the many binding ties will be horrible. The person who can leave without a backward glance probably has been so miserable that getting out is freedom. Or, even in a scary scenario, the ws might be sociopathic enough to brush their hands off with no guilt. Whatever the reason I almost never read about someone being happy about the breakdown of a relationship.

In my opinion, any attempt to timestamp reconciliation is tricky. I’m not saying that the 2-to-5-year mark is not a valid statement, but it wasn’t how it worked for my wife and I. It took much, much longer. Not because we didn’t both work hard at the effort. We did but were poorly equipped to know the path forward. I still find it hard to say, 32 years post D-day, that we are "fully reconciled". I see it as we are in a state of reconciliation that will be always part of our life together. We are both happy and find joy being with each other, however, there looms memories and triggers that make one feel as if reconciliation is not complete.

My reasoning is based on my personal experience so it may only be applicable to myself and my wife. I would have said 5 years out from my wife’s disclosure that we were reconciled. Then another 5 years out, when suddenly, it dawned on me that I didn’t know if my children, whom I love dearly, are biologically mine. At that moment the clock reversed its course and ticked us back into a non-reconcilable state of being. I finally had to accept that I’d never fully know the extraordinarily painful answer. To reconcile with not ever truly knowing was more difficult than to reconcile over the affair.

I guess what I’m attempting to suggest is that reconciliation, like love, is a difficult word to nail down its meaning. Plus, what you thought was behind you can flip itself to the foreground forcing both individuals into more hard work due to something unthought out in the 2 to 5 year mark.

"I see it as we are in a state of reconciliation that will be always part of our life together. We are both happy and find joy being with each other, however, there looms memories and triggers that make one feel as if reconciliation is not complete."

This is where I am at 18 months. I still have things come up that make me once again second guess if I am capable of letting go of the distrust, once again trusting, and being able to believe that all of my wife's efforts to reconcile have been genuine. When I see her phone laying around my first instinct is to look through it. And sometimes I do and it bothers me that I think this way but I think this way because of the affair

Just the other day we were talking and she said it is unlikely that she could ever do something like this again and I glared at her. In the past her statements have always been she could NEVER do something like this again because of the pain it inflicted on me. I called her out on what I saw as a change of position. I said you switched from saying never to saying unlikely and to me unlikely is the same as maybe. She said in the videos and books she watched and read the advice was to never speak in absolutes because the BS cannot take faith in your words

I said when you say you could never do this again,that is the correct thing to say. Saying unlikely is the worst thing you can say especially when in the past you used the word never

And it's things like this that keep me wondering about the future of our reconciliation. I have told my wife repeatedly it's a minimum of two years and quite possibly several years before someone can once again have faith in the WS. It happens at my pace and if it's taking too long or if she believes we are not making progress she knows she can leave

For me, I actually went as far as I thought I could with R by the end of year two.

My wife was doing everything possible to work on herself and the M, I worked hard on, I just hit an emotional barrier, I had nothing left in the old tank.

My wife understood when I said I think this is going to be too much for me, and over the next couple days, as I gathered my things and packed up, we kept being nice to each other anyway. We kept talking anyway. And, we sort of built our new path forward, one day at a time. We still do years later.

Something about the idea of being good either way -- R or D -- is liberating.

I think all of us kind of know when we reached our limits, regardless of the path we're aiming for.

So, I get the 2-5 years for RECOVERY for sure, but I don't know if there is a deadline on the window of opportunity.

I also love the phrase window of opportunity, for all of us.

We all hate infidelity, but it does offer a reset or in some cases a redo -- or a bit of both.

When I moved forward, whether I stayed in the M or not, I knew some aspects of life were over. I wasn't ever going to compromise again or play the emotional games people play to get by -- I kind of wear it all on my sleeve all the time. I like that part of the reset. I like our revised and rebuilt M too.

Maintaining a healthy marriage is hard work, a lifestyle. Reconciling a marriage ravaged by infidelity…

It’s going to be exhausting even for the most remorseful WS’s, especially for those who don’t incorporate R into a new way of life. Many WS make the mistake of thinking "time cures all wounds", and bide their time, sometimes with minimal or progressively decreasing effort, thinking that things will eventually return to normal. Sometimes, as Coolet2here mentioned, the WS realizes it WAS an exit affair, not "just a mistake". Sometimes they throw in the towel, disappointed in the progress of their R, believing the damage they caused must be irreparable, and decide to cut their losses and make a fresh start. Sometimes the WS is doing everything right and it’s the BS who is failing to progress.

The crucible of R can break the WS who’s not absolutely committed, those unprepared, those unfit or poorly counseled. The ravages of infidelity can be an unrealized deal breaker for some BS’s who don’t come to terms with it until months to years later.